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i changed my username...it is now idiot__kid yes..that is correct. ok bye then

ok i tried posting this and it was long but then i somehow deleted it..so..here it is again..it all happened two ngihts ago:

i was driving back to the concert that coldplay did the night before cause they were doing it again, but it was at a different place..at this big football arena, so me and my dad went and we got some places to stand..but the opening act was sugar ray or something like that..anyways they finished, and we went to get a pint of lager so we went to the pub and got a pint, and then the guy from coldplay comes and sits next to me and buys me a drink..(the singer) and so we are tlakign about stuff and then he asked if i wasnted him to sign my ticket..so i searched for my tickt but i couldnt find it..and he was like 'oh you neede your ticket or else you cant see us.. so i was freaking out..but then he was like 'I know where your ticket is..its in russiatown..(like chinatown) and so i thanked him and he told me these directions like..take the train up to northern scotland and he said go up the slop and talk to the rabbit..he controls the city and should tell you your next task..' and so i thanked him and ran for the train..i got on and then got off at russiatown and i ran up this muddy slop to this rabbit on a clothesline..and it was balancing and he had a string tied to his wrist and every time he moved it up and down this big like..air pump breathed up and down..i asked him where my ticket wads and he was like..go see the pidgeon man..at the center of the town..he has a pitbull..you shall know..GO! and so i ran towards the town and saw the pidgeon man and sat next to him and he gave me a book..it was a roahl dahl book..the bfg...ha and he saoid it was the holy book and it WAS the ticket to every concert..so i thanked him and fed one of his pidgeons then ran off and bumped into my mom and my brother shane (which was somehow one of those troll dolls) and we stole these kids bikes and raced towards the rabbit..but i couldnt find him and i sa this store with these leather bracelets..so i went in but this indian lady was shouting at me sayting i need to do some kind of special knock, i ran out then tried to find the rabbit and we ended up on the freeway but finally i saw him and rushed down and got the train and got back to the colplay concert...but theyt finished and then i woke up...knid of weird..

the weird job was i went into a pool with swim trunks and dived down and got these long peices of wood form the roof...i got payed and it was quite fun..

I have become a silent movie
the hero killed the clown
cant make a sound
cant a make sound
can't make a sound
nobody knows what he's doing
still hanging around
can't make a sound
can't make a sound
can't make a sound
can't make a sound
the slow motion moves me
the monologue means nothing to me
bored in the role, but he can't stop
standing up to sit back down
or lose the one thing found
spinning the world like a toy top
til there's a ghost in every town
can't make a sound
can't make a sound
can't make a sound
can't make a sound
eyes locked and shining
can't you tell me what's happening?
why should you want any other when you're a world within a world?
why should you want any other when you're a world within a world?
why should you want any other when you're a world within a world?
why should you want any other when you're a world within a world?

sigh...scotland is so much better then here..not for the people i like here though..the scots arnt better then you, but they are just so much..nicer..well at least most of them, so i have made up my mind that hwen im 19. i am moving to edinburgh, getting situated there for a year, and then go to some university there.the arcitecture was beautiful..i was having a disscusion with my friend matt, and we were tlaking about how americans just dirnk alcohol gto get drunk, or at least some of them...most but british people (british isnt just english, it includes irish, wales (sp) and scotland) just drink to be social..most. like, its just like 'lets go to the pub, get a few pints and talk about stuff..' its not like getting shooters and all your friends like..GO GO GO GO GO GO GO OHH!! ha if you did that over there they would know right there that your american ha. but some scots do that too..so anyways. oh i got my own kilt..woot. its really comfterable..AND i get a nice little breeze every so often..ha, i wrote this song the other night, then 2 nights after i was messign with the guitar and i came uo with a tune..and they go well together too. so i want to share this with you. leave a comment if you coould.

No Direction

I walk so blankly through the streets at night
with a blink in the eye from a flickering light
the wind keeps blowing through my hollow head
which i wish was in bed
which i wish was in bed

sometimes thuogh when the warmth of its nice
it just feels bad when i keep switching sides
so i get up and wlak in no direction
sleeping in my own thoughts

It feels as though i cant think straight
unlucky it is that my heads filled wtih hate
with that lucky bastard that just has her
how i despise him like dirt

oh how i wander through the slumps at night
dreaming of roses falling in my sight
i would pick one up and give it to you
or he can fucking just steal that too

No directon whidh my head is going
No directoin which my thoughts are turning
NO directoin of my luck cause its burning
no direction

comments please

Well i havent really been talking about my scottish adventure have i..well im goning to now um well i left from new orleans on uh monday roughly around 1 p.m. and left to go to philladelphia, then i left for glasgow, got to glasgow..by the way scotland is absolutley beautiful, vey, a very green. but my dad picked me up and we drove to our little lfat in paisley and um well i arrived on tuesday, i dont think i did anything tueday, i was very tired so i took a little rest, then we went out into paisley and walked around a little, went to the library, got some chips n gravy (french fries for people who are idiots who dont know what i mean by chips) and i think thats all i did then. wed. we went up to gourouk and greenock and then crossed the loch to another little town then drove up to inverclyde and i got this tie with my clan tartan on it. 100% wool and it says rose, on this little tag, and went for some food and i got a pint..woot. so we did that then went back home, oh and i went on a tiny little hike up in the highlands..very pretty. but um i didnt do much after that..but on monday..i think, i went to glasgow, met up with 2 friends, and then saw coldplay in concert and it was brilliant. 2 bands opened and they were called...supergrass, and morning runner..both very good but then coldplay went and it was very good but it was annoying 3 quarters in because this extremely wasted lady..kinda obese like danicng and leaning into us and matt was right behind her and she was leaning into him alot and one point she had her head In his stomach like pushed against it, so finally i talked kinda loudly acting pissed off to matt and she took my hand and said sorry and held on for a while..a long while..not quite what i intended, but finally she wobbled off. then um after the concert my dad and i went and had a pint while i told him about it..the other day i went to the pub..and this was a pub pub, and we sat down with these very scottish scots and i had a talk with them, i had um ha three pints of lager so i had a big laugh with these guys. arguing what mainstream was better then the other then we picked some songs from the juke box and they danced and stuff..one guy reminded me of the hobbit pippn from the movie jujst the way he looked. but um yeah im going to see my friend matt on thurs and i go to work tommorrow.

very fun though except the past 2 days, anyways

future butterfly gonna spend the day higher than high
you'll be beautiful confusion
ooh once i was you
i saw you caught between all the people out making the scene
and a bright ideal tomorrow
ooh, don't go too far
stay who you are
everybody knows
everybody knows
everybody knows
you only live a day
but it's brilliant anyway
i saw you in a perfect place
it's gonna happen soon but not today
so go to sleep and make the change
i'll meet you here tomorrow
independence day
independence day
independence day

happy independence day!

plans for the day:

*Not sob and whine
*Walk around scotland (paisley) and trace my mind for ideas
*write the film..although i need robert
*Get a few pints, watch futbol and yeah
*Read some books
*go to the bookstore or library
*drink tea
*write some poetry
*talk with friends to raise my spirits
*read more
*Try to meet some cool people here
*slap myself
*make up some chant to release the spells of the fucking chain letter evilness
*make a uh list on myspace to see how mnany people hate fucking chain letters and refuse to use em..and if they have bad luck like i do.....
*Zone out in music
*sleep
*sigh
*um...id like to get a train to glasgow...id really like to do that.
*i\this was useful...i am feeling a bit better ha.

if your curious to see who write these, let me know. im happy to share music to people.

Your Life: The Soundtrack
Created by aiko and taken 29626 times on bzoink!
Opening credits	a day in the life
Waking up	independence day
Average day	family tree
First date	dream
Falling in love	clocks
Love scene	these days
Fight scene	beat it
Breaking up	say yes
Getting back together	a cloak of elvenkind
Secret love	heaven adores you
Life's okay	dont panic
Mental breakdown	teeth like gods shoeshine
Driving	your bones gotta little machine
Learning a lesson	losing my religion
Deep thought	imagine
Flashback	pink moon
Partying	Banquet
Happy dance	nothing better OR tainted love
Regreting	rest my head against the`wall
Long night alone	where is my mind
Death scene	moses? i amn't
Closing credits	in my life
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well, first off let me say, i am now officially depressed, and i hate it. why? well i wont go into it itll just make me more unhappy, if you want to talk about it let me know, depends who you are, and im donw with being the sensitive nice one..fuck it has just made things worse, but oh the sensitive ones always get the girls...bull fucking shit. anyways woo for that.

i have been lazy about this fucking live journal, but wits just a center for complaining and a few other things. fuck

im in scotland if i havent said so already, its nice, i went to a coldplay concert with my friend from edinburgh and a friend frim america, was fun, you know i was quite happy until tonight..anyways i cant sleep.

i hate being all like, 'oh im all depressed wah' and then people make fun of you for being down, which makes it worse, and i wnt a friend to hug but no i cant. i just want to participate in the edinburgh g8 march and hope i get trampled..ha listen to me.

this is rediculous

i miss you, whoever you are...tears are streaming down my face.


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yes..i finally came up with a very rought idea of a film...very rough, i want to co-write it with robert. its uh, like a drama humour kinda...like its not going to be like a adam sandler comedy type, but more of a wes anderson movie (royal tenenbaums, life aquatic) sort of like. a simple ha. anyways yeah. ive been creating charcaters..